Day 36/100

MARCH 24 List 10 things you're grateful for this week. I am grateful for the flexibility in my job and with my schedule. I go to work early (I've always been an early bird) and I can work half of a day if I want to or I can work 10 hours per day if …

Day 13/100

FEBRUARY 22 What can you do to take better care of yourself? Lets get personal!!!! Stay on track with my high alkaline diet & stay away from sugar at all costs. Buy organic products when I can. Put more effort into some sort of exercising, whether at home or at a gym. Be honest with …

Days 6 & 7/100

FEBRUARY 11 Buy yourself flowers. I know, I know: "Where have you been!?" Well, it's been twenty days since my last 100 Days entry and I'm quite disappointed in myself. Day 6 (this entry) is one that I choose not to do for financial reasons. I am in a bit of a financial rut for …

No excuse

I could give you so many excuses as to why my blog is not being updated. I could tell you that I'm studying or working or doing more important things. I could tell you things that would seemingly be more respectable. But the truth is, I'm not. Realistically, I've thought everyday about leaving this world, …

The beginning is always frustrating..

Everyone begins somewhere, right? Whether you're starting to workout, starting a book, starting a YouTube channel, starting a new diet, etc. you need to push past the part of 'I'm not seeing any results so I'll just quit'. And THAT is the hard part, at least for me. I made the decision this year to …

My first video/vlog

I've wanted to start documenting my life over 10 years ago I've just recently gained the confidence in myself to film. You may not relate to me, or maybe you do. The point is that I've learned so much in the past 13 years about depression, anxiety, agoraphobia, bipolar disorder, etc. and I want to …

Is it failure or compromise?

I feel as though I've taken on too much and I'm at the point of tipping. But isn't that just an excuse for not trying? This year is coming to an end, and quickly. Let me recap 2017 Work full-time in an industry I despise Commute 90 minutes DAILY each way for work (until I …

A different person at night

I wake up as myself in the morning. Somehow I lost myself during the day.

I didn’t believe in epiphanies until I had one.

I’ve always heard of people having epiphanies, but I didn’t believe any of them until May 25, 2017. Epiphany: a moment of sudden revelation or thought For two years I was employed by a Fortune 500 company. Top 50 to be exact. It was my first full-time job after I spent about a year draining …