It’s been nearly a month…

It's been nearly a month since I've last posted on here, my blog. A lot has happened... A LOT. My psychiatrist and I are trying to lower my dosage of one of my medications, the one that I've been on for the longest. After lowering the dose by half, I thought I'd adjust fine because …

How can you tell?

"The day I came out of my depression..." "My depression cycle has ended..." "I don't feel depressed anymore..." I keep seeing stuff like this across multiple blogs. I don't understand it. How can you decipher the moment that your depression has lifted? Is there a particular feeling in your gut or thought in your head? …

Patient Abandonment?

Patient abandonment... I just stumbled across this term yesterday, but never really knew that this was such a thing. It can even have legal consequences and malpractice lawsuits. Like many others, I had a therapist and a psychiatrist who worked together to discuss what was best for my mental health treatment. My therapist, who is …

Day 78/100

JUNE 20 What are 10 things that inspire you? My parents My dad inspires me through his personality, his work ethic, and the insane amount of patience he has with everything. I've rarely seen this man angry and when he was, I could tell he hated feeling anything but happiness. He's worked so hard to …

Day 76/100

JUNE 15 Complete a puzzle. I was recommended quite a while ago by my therapist to download an application on my phone named Virtual Hope Box. This app was recommended for me in order to have a distraction for when I start feeling angry or anxious. Its an app that has many different puzzles and …

Day 67/100

JUNE 3 Cut out negative people. It's no secret that I have terrible social anxiety and rarely go out, therefore, I don't necessarily have "negative" people in my life. Someone who I was friends with for a very, very long time was one of the people I had to cut out for my mental health …