APRIL 7TH Write a letter to your grandparents. To my paternal grandparents, I miss you. I haven't seen you for a couple of years now. That's the thing about becoming an adult; we now have our own lives away from our parents and family. Soon family gatherings wither down to once per year, maybe. I …
Day 37/100
MARCH 25 What do you need more of in your life? How can you get it? Positivity & patience I've always struggled with positivity and that started as a child. I can't pinpoint why or when I started being so negative. My depression started at about 11 or 12 years old; I can barely remember …
Day 35/100
MARCH 23 Research an unknown topic. FUN STUFF! Along with the different people I follow on WordPress, I also follow Neuroscience News and Psychology Today. Everyday I am immersed in the many articles that they publish. This article, or subject that I researched, came from Neuroscience News. Everyone who familiarizes themselves with neuropsychiatric disorders is …
Days 33 & 34/100
MARCH 20 Give 20 sincere compliments to strangers on social media. I combined days 33 & 34 together because of this entry in particular. I was going to screen shot all of my interactions on social media and put them all together, but I decided not to. You're just going to have to trust me …
Day 31/100
MARCH 18 Text an old friend. I have a friend from middle school that I still follow on social media, but don't really talk to anymore. We were inseparable for years even though she was two years younger than me. About 2 years ago, she moved in with her boyfriend, now husband. She soon became …
Day 30/100
MARCH 17 Write down 5 regrets. Accept them as learning experiences & forgive yourself. Getting into an abusive relationship that I was fully aware of. I gave up friends, family, and myself. I struggle, still, with PTSD from the days where he tried to kill me and knew how to get into my house undetected. …
Heartbroken by Alcohol
This picture is an accurate depiction of my emotions, thoughts, and anxiety.. I'm at a crossroads; I don't know which direction to go. My codependency says to me, "Help them. They need you." My logical mind says, "You've tried. The only person you can help now is yourself." I've lost count on how many empty …
Between the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea
For the past week, I've been in such a rut that I can't seem to shake. I rack my brain trying to figure out where this is coming from; where does this feeling originate? What I keep coming back to is this: I'm unhappy. I keep telling myself that I need to just keep things …
Day 18/100
MARCH 4 List 10 things you are grateful for. Awh. I'm so happy to do this one! I really need to start my gratitude journal soon. Family Well, I think this is a given for most people. Throughout the years, I've become more and more aware of how many people don't have family members that …
Missing In Action
I am completely GUILTY of neglecting my social media pages ever since I went to Las Vegas for my dad's 50th birthday. I can't say I'm disappointed in myself because I had an amazing time with family and pushing my own boundaries. Picture: Brother and dad in a Lamborghini Gallardo, which my dad got to …
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