APRIL 29 Take yourself out to lunch. I'm just gonna say it...No. Do you guys remember not too long ago that I was without a car because it died and I ended up needing a brand new engine? Luckily, I only needed to pay a deductible, but that was still $300 and put me in …
Day 54/100
APRIL 25 Prepare dinner for everyone in your house. Oh, you mean my cat and I? Well, she's pretty easy to cook for. Some kibble...maybe a couple of catnip treats for dessert. I could lie to you and say that I did cook a good meal for myself, but I'm not going to. With so …
Day 46/100
APRIL 13 Go the entire day without complaining. This is easier said than done. I often look at the negatives in things, usually without even realizing it. Work was pretty slow and empty and, since I work with my mom, it was a pretty good day. So, there was no complaining there. When I came …
UPDATE | Mercury in Retrograde
My 100 Days posts have been very choppy lately and, for that, I apologize. So I figure maybe an update is needed. Maybe not. Either way, it would probably be best for me to talk about these things, whether anyone listens/reads it or not. I've been reading a lot about astrology lately and even discovered …
A Different Life in My Head
I do wonder if this is a sign of yet another undiagnosed mental illness. I have a separate life in my head that I frequently think about. Really, it's hard to put into words. I imagine myself, in similar situations, but having different reactions than what I physically express. Right now, I almost feel like …
Heartbroken by Alcohol
This picture is an accurate depiction of my emotions, thoughts, and anxiety.. I'm at a crossroads; I don't know which direction to go. My codependency says to me, "Help them. They need you." My logical mind says, "You've tried. The only person you can help now is yourself." I've lost count on how many empty …
Day 19/100
MARCH 5 Declutter a room or workspace. I don't know about you guys, but I am NOTORIOUS for piling papers up on any table or desk. I will literally have a pile of mail on the dining room table and it will sit there for quite some time (I know my bills' due dates off-hand). …
Between the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea
For the past week, I've been in such a rut that I can't seem to shake. I rack my brain trying to figure out where this is coming from; where does this feeling originate? What I keep coming back to is this: I'm unhappy. I keep telling myself that I need to just keep things …
Day 15/100 – SORRY
FEBRUARY 26 Right after you wake up, stretch for 15 minutes. First & foremost, this week has been so busy, but I have not forgotten about my 100 days. I just haven't written the updates. Life always happens, you know...ALWAYS. What I've been busy with at work is so tedious and time consuming. After work, …
No excuse
I could give you so many excuses as to why my blog is not being updated. I could tell you that I'm studying or working or doing more important things. I could tell you things that would seemingly be more respectable. But the truth is, I'm not. Realistically, I've thought everyday about leaving this world, …
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